But i have not yet accepted it.
30.07.2013 22 °C
3 days left before i hop on a plane with what will be eventually my 6 counterparts (plus anyone else we pick up along the way).
It honestly still hasn't hit me that i am leaving so soon and that i wont be coming back to the life which i am leaving. Despite the fact that i am now sleeping on a air mattress in an almost empty room, have no job or personal transport, and im now saying "Good bye" rather than "See you soon"... life still feels kind of normal. Im some ways i am reluctant to accept it, as before any big change, everything at the moment is awesome. I am surrounded by amazing friends who have told me that i will be sorely missed, i have been offered amazing opportunities & met some amazing people who i will be sad to leave. BUT that is the way it goes, onwards and upwards too what, only God knows.